My YouTube Debut :D

Thoughts &hearts

The best post Thanksgiving video ive seen O:

Video tomorrow..maybe :D

yeah so be on the lookout O:

Happeh Thanksgiving:)

Now..you know what that means..eat up! Lay off the protein and indulge in the carbs and fat :D
Be sure to tape it ;O lol ill pick my favorite post thanksgiving gainer video either today or tomorrow.

The logistics behind being lonely..

So what i don't have right now is a boyfriend so lets just put it out there haha. I'm not upset at the fact, but this is time for me. So i can work on myself so that i can be the best i can when that special guy comes along. How i see most relationships is that most people are afraid to be alone, so they go and find someone they know can never have a future with just to be in someones arms or to even show off to their friends. Like me for example, i just wanted a guy to distract me from my ever changing life, and when he went away i realized how empty i was, how i put all of my time and energy into drama. Some people just love to get caught up in the drama of not just a relationship, but the drama in life as well. They feed on it, I used to be one of those people..hell i still am, but I've gotten to the point of asking myself..why? In reality when you get into heartless relationships you are blocking the one that you should be with from getting to you.

P.S. - Isn't it funny how we never get the one we want, but we end up with the one we're supposed to have

The hottest guy ive seen all year..

No words...O:

The concept of me gaining..

So...people have been asking me alot more now why i don't gain. Now its not that i'm totally against doing it because lets face it, i make videos about it haha, but it's just ...now this is going to sound horrible, but i feel as if people would accept me more if i were skinny and id fit in with the crowd better, which is not the most intelligent or self empowering thing to do. Recently I've been thinking more and more about starting to gain because..eh.. i dont know, but its become increasingly hot to notice my own chubbiness now :O So who knows maybe i'll make a video soon..very soon. &hearts Thoughts?